365/365
wow, i did it. one year ago, tonight i was thinking about how i was going to start this whole thing. honestly, i thought after four days I would give up. but i’ve actually documented every day for the past year. i think it’s the first thing i’ve ever been naturally motivated to do. i accomplished a ton of shit in the past 365 days: i’ve had the lead in a musical, i’ve graduated, started college, made friends, lost friends, was really depressed, muddled through a long-distance relationship, muddled through a very non-long-distance relationship, wrote off my father, smoked a ton, fought with my parents a lot, loved a lot, cared a lot, cried a lot, and laughed a lot. i’ve had experiences that have given me the highest of highs, and some that have made me want to blast myself into tomorrow. the only thing i wish is that i could have been completely honest on this blog. some of my days, i had to leave some details out of, and slowly those memories will fade. but for the most part, I have documented almost every significant detail of every day for a whole year in what could be one of the most important years of my life. for once, i’m actually completely satisfied with how something has turned out. anyhow: to those of you who have stuck with me until the end of this project, thanks for reading ! on the days that i wasn’t feeling too great, to be completely honest, i could never feel completely alone because i know that some of you really care, because you’re genuinely interested in (some) of my days. it gives you a sense of importance. not the egotistical kind, but the kind that makes you feel like you’re actually not just another something in the universe. some of my days were boring, but it’s neat to feel that you really did document it all. i know i still need to get my shit together. but sometimes i can enjoy the ride a little. this has been a great time, and as much as it killed me to talk about my boring days, and how draggy it got at the end, this has been neat. thanks for the last 365, everyone in my life… here’s to the next 365. it’s been fun, 2010, happy 2011, everyone. 12/31/10
